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outofshadows2015-05-23 04:45 pm
mini_dean) wrote in outofshadows2015-05-23 04:45 pm
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I don't like saying goodbye...
... which is why it's taken me a month to finally sit down and write this.
I had hoped the long term hiatus would have helped, but I'm finally admitting to myself the hard truth that I just don't have the voice in the world anymore for Ben. I think for me, it comes down to the fact that he's finished his growth arc, and there is really nothing left for Ben to accomplish. So with that hard truth in mind, I think it's time for me to go.
This game has been a home for me for a long time and through two different journal platforms. I've made forever friends both online and in real life through my interactions with all of you, and I don't ever want to lose that. I've been putting it off because I don't want to lose people, and I mean, the way technology is, I know I won't really lose you, but that fear is still there. This community means a lot to me. I've been with some of you since Bete Noire days, and it's years worth or friendship and storytelling that I cherish and am afraid to let go of.
But I know it's better this way. So, um... I just want to thank you guys. For putting up with me. Putting up with Ben - and that's a lot of putting up with. For being there to make me laugh, or scream at my computer, and work together to weave this beautiful story that Wizera and Kally brought to us as a world to play in.
I'm sure we'll all cross paths again on the DW RP world. And we always have plurk. But until then, thank you all again for some of my best and favorite storytelling days in this game, and the memories I'll have for the rest of my life. It's been a privilege and an honor to know all of you. Thank you.
Wizera, Kally - this is an amazing world, and I have loved every faucet of it. You are both amazing and I can't wait to hear through the grapevine how the story ends. Ben is going to miss his NPC bros, and I want to see them in print one day. Don't ever stop writing it.
♥ Alison
I had hoped the long term hiatus would have helped, but I'm finally admitting to myself the hard truth that I just don't have the voice in the world anymore for Ben. I think for me, it comes down to the fact that he's finished his growth arc, and there is really nothing left for Ben to accomplish. So with that hard truth in mind, I think it's time for me to go.
This game has been a home for me for a long time and through two different journal platforms. I've made forever friends both online and in real life through my interactions with all of you, and I don't ever want to lose that. I've been putting it off because I don't want to lose people, and I mean, the way technology is, I know I won't really lose you, but that fear is still there. This community means a lot to me. I've been with some of you since Bete Noire days, and it's years worth or friendship and storytelling that I cherish and am afraid to let go of.
But I know it's better this way. So, um... I just want to thank you guys. For putting up with me. Putting up with Ben - and that's a lot of putting up with. For being there to make me laugh, or scream at my computer, and work together to weave this beautiful story that Wizera and Kally brought to us as a world to play in.
I'm sure we'll all cross paths again on the DW RP world. And we always have plurk. But until then, thank you all again for some of my best and favorite storytelling days in this game, and the memories I'll have for the rest of my life. It's been a privilege and an honor to know all of you. Thank you.
Wizera, Kally - this is an amazing world, and I have loved every faucet of it. You are both amazing and I can't wait to hear through the grapevine how the story ends. Ben is going to miss his NPC bros, and I want to see them in print one day. Don't ever stop writing it.
♥ Alison
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This is the saddest thing, but sometimes everyone reaches the end, and things just need to wrap up. I'm sorry to see you go, but I hope it helps you in the long run. It's been fabulous bouncing off you and playing with you in all sorts of ways. <3
All the best!
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