Hey that's no way to say goodbye...
Jun. 14th, 2014 11:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It is with a heavy heart that I post this message. I've been faltering here for months, as anyone who cares knows, and I keep looking for "a way back" and seem unable to find one. I love this game. I love my characters. I want to keep playing. But my actions speak louder than my desires, it seems, and I fear I need to step away completely to reassess my time and emotional commitments. Lingering on in the hope I'll "catch up" and be on top again has gotten me nowhere.
I'm especially sad because Spike here has been around since the game opened, and I hate to lose that title. I think he was actually the first app submitted. So I really, really wanted to see things through to the end. But it's not fair to keep saying I'll get back in the swing, and not doing anything about it. I'm just going in circles, here, and it's time to stop avoiding the drain.
Anyway, I don't want to post this, but I'm making myself do it, in the hopes it'll spur me into some better decision making and maybe find my way back again. Someday.
Sorry. I love you all.
Um, this affects Spike, Luke and Tony, obvs.
I'm especially sad because Spike here has been around since the game opened, and I hate to lose that title. I think he was actually the first app submitted. So I really, really wanted to see things through to the end. But it's not fair to keep saying I'll get back in the swing, and not doing anything about it. I'm just going in circles, here, and it's time to stop avoiding the drain.
Anyway, I don't want to post this, but I'm making myself do it, in the hopes it'll spur me into some better decision making and maybe find my way back again. Someday.
Sorry. I love you all.
Um, this affects Spike, Luke and Tony, obvs.